don’t you wish that someone could love you as much as you love them, do everything for you just like you’d do for them, maybe your not the one for me then.
well that was a lovely thing to say to me wasn’t it, don’t bother, all i wanted was to see you but whatevzz
i wish you’d care, i wish you’d show it, i wish you’d stand up for me, i wish you’d show you feelings, i wish when your upset with me you wouldn’t tell me to fuck off, i wish you would tell me the truth, i wish you wouldn’t hurt me, i wish you’d not be ashamed of me, i wish you’d take a chance, i wish you wouldn’t chance your mind, i wish you’d surprise me, i wish you’d be spontaneous, i wish you weren’t scared of commitment but most of all i wish you’d love me how i love you.. i know i can’t change you, hense why i’ve held on for so long, but you’ve hurt me too many times for to give up now, but also i don’t know how much more i can take, one day you’ll remember me and hopefully you’ll think ‘yeah i did love her’ but knowing you, it will never happen.
fucking little shits who stick there nose in my business, it’s my business, because it’s not your business, fuck off and grow the fuck up and leave me alone you stupid little slag, i do not appreciate you ‘seeing how things are’ there nothing to do with you, so why do you care, well you don’t care, you just want to see if things have turned out the way you thought they would, well they have, and no it’s got nothing to do with you, because your gone, we hate you, goodbye, au reviour, bon voyage, cunt.
It does not envy.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
It is not self-seeking, nor easily angered.
It keeps no record of wrongdoing.
It does not delight in evil,
But rejoices in the truth.
It always protects, trusts, hopes, and preserves.
There is nothing love cannot face;
There is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things that last forever:
Faith, hope, and love;
But the greatest of them all is love."
i love my best friend, she’s special, she’s amazing, she’s like my mum, but also like my sister, she tells me when i do something wrong, she tells me when i do something right, when i’m a mess she picks me up, when i get in trouble she helps me try and get out of it, she’ll tell my lies to protect me, she’ll tell me the truth so i don’t get hurt, there’s nothing i wouldn’t do for this girl, although sometimes she may think that’s not true, somehow manage to speak to her everyday, about something or other, i don’t know what i’d do without, the past year she’s been brilliant, my catherine georgina lily carol taylor-colville
nothing will be the same, you’ll focus on her, that’s fucking brilliant, all this time, for absolutely nothing, after everything that was said, after everything that’s happened, well you know what, you won’t see this, but, i’m close to breaking point, close to giving up, but that’s what everyone wants, especially her, i’ve held on too long to let go now, i may as well keep holding on, i’d give the world for you, yet i get pushed to one side when someone else, someone better comes along, i think the moral of this story is, you don’t know what you’ve got until you’ve lost it, but you’ll never lose it, because i can’t lose you, to me, your everything, but to you, i’m invisible.
Every single day I talk to you, I see you. I hate how I feel like the bad person telling you to fuck off. I hate how you slag me off. I hate how you act like nothings going on. I hate how you are in front of your friends. I hate how different you are behind closed doors. I hate how you don’t care. I hate how you don’t consider how I feel. I hate that I don’t want to upset you. I hate how you upset me. I hate how it’s gone from all my friends hating you, to them seeing you more than I do. I hate how you think you’ve done nothing wrong. I hate how you carry on acting like nothings ever happened when it suits you. I hate how you talk about other girls. I hate how you never call. I hate how you only talk when you want to. I hate how blunt you are. I hate how you defend people I don’t want you to. I hate how your protective over me but never act upon it. I hate how I never get anything back. I hate how I feel like this and you don’t give a shit. I hate how I can’t really talk to you about anything because you don’t give a shit. I hate how sad you make me feel. I hate how none of this I my fault yet I blame myself every day. I hate how I tell myself to ignore you. I hate how I try to ignore you but can’t. I hate how silly little things remind me of you. I hate what this has done to me. I hate what I’m turning into to because of this whole situation. I hate how I always choose you over other people. I hate how hard things are at the moment. But most of all I hate how I can’t forget you from my life completely.
